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NDM: Can you please
tell me a bit about your background?
Troy of IS:
During childhood both of my parents were extremely
neglectful and I was left with very few skills to
function within the culture-society. Therefore, I
was left with no real comprehensive education, and I
just barely was passed along through the educational
system until the final year of high-school. Without
any significant meaning or purpose in life, besides
playing music in a band which was gradually breaking
apart, I began to get into smoking marijuana on a
regular basis. As a result I got kicked out of high
school for smoking marijuana at the school and began
to suffer around that time from chronic anxiety
(panic) attacks.
I began to look for a
relief from this horrible suffering through
Christian religion. That is, fundamentalist
Christianity, which promised peace of mind through
Jesus and I began to treat fear and anxiety as
something to be fought, avoided, resisted, etc.,
since it was 'the devil' according to many pastors
and priests that I encountered. At this time I met a
Signposter (someone who has Awakened from the
dream-trance of cultural-social prison and has
Realized there True Nature as the Only - Tao, God,
Brahman, Buddha, The Kingdom of Heaven, etc.).
A Signposter is
someone who points the way out of cultural-social
prison. When I met the Signposter I was identified
with fundamentalist Christianity. The belief system
I had was threatened by him when I first came in
contact with him and his wife (his soul-mate who I
will designate with the name M). Thus, I stayed away
from them since I interpreted them to be 'the devil'
(which was a false belief that I had internalized
from the culture that I was programmed/socialized/enculturated
within).
After avoiding the
Signposter for the duration of a year I began to
notice that Christianity wasn't helping with the
suffering and that in fact, the anxiety was only
growing worse. Therefore, one spring day I became
overwhelmingly desperate to find an answer to the
horrible suffering I was going through. I then began
to pray to God (God as I believed at the time - God
as an 'Other'/Father figure, etc.) and the prayer
was full of anger. I was angry with God that I was
doing all of the things I was being told to by
preachers and fellow Christians to do, but was not
getting the results I wanted; that is, an end to
suffering. I was very honest with 'God - (as I was
conceiving God at the time through Christianity)
that this whole 'Christian thing' was not working.
Then shortly after the prayer was over, walking back
into my home from outside sitting down on a chair
exhausted, I was ‘hit’ with an image of the
Signposter (as if the image came directly from the
unconscious) and I remember something that he had
said about a book that he was writing and what he
would put at the beginning of his book came to my
mind. He was going to write, "this book is for
sufferers only; if you haven't suffered or are not
suffering, then throw this book in the garbage" at
the beginning of the book he was working on. Then I
was hit with the honest and deep realization that I
was suffering a tremendous deal and had been for
over two years with horrible fear and sadness about
being stuck with fear and anxiety without any
satisfying answers to be found within the
culture/society.
I then walked over
the 'devil's house' with the intention to poor my
guts out to the Signposter while being moved by some
deep inner-force to do so. It should be mentioned
that the Signposter is 80 years old and I am 22
years old; this was roughly 6 years ago when I met
him the second time without prejudice (the
horribleness of my pain wiped out the prejudice and
I was open to seek him out as a resource and wisdom
source). Upon entering his home M (his soul-mate)
greeted me at the door and brought me into their
living room where he just happened to be sitting in
a chair by the window (where little did I know, I
would end up receiving the great Teaching or Way). I
began to unfold my suffering and fears to him. He
then instructed me to pick up the pillow that was
located beside me on the couch where I was sitting
and to bring it over to the other couch in the room
with full attention while doing so. I
was not able to do this the first time, so he then
showed me how to do this by picking up the pillow
and holding it like a precious baby saying something
along the lines of: “you do the action as if it were
the most important thing in the whole universe, as
if your life depended on it”. I was able to ‘be one
with the pillow’ the second time that I attempted to
move it and this was the first teaching that I
received from him; which he referred to as ‘always
deal with what is in the palm of your hand with full
expenditure of energy’. What this does for an
individual is that it focuses the body-mind and all
of its energy into pure action - moving the pillow
with no-one doing it. Therefore, no energy is left
over to go into mental rumination of thoughts about
the future (which is where anxiety comes from—the
‘what if this happens’ (futurization) thoughts—and
thus anxiety vanishes in the full attention put into
action taking place in the moving present.
The
Signpsoter also began to unpack what I was saying in
regards to my tremendous struggle with anxiety and
used a metaphor from the Bible that I just happened
to be familiar with. In this passage, a woman fights
off demons with a lamp and several come back with
the first one that “she drove out”. He related this
biblical reference to the anxiety I was going
through. When I was fighting anxiety provoking
thoughts with other thoughts from a Christian belief
system, it was only making the anxiety worse. He
also pointed out how thought is composed of
associations, so that one fear-inducing thought is
associated with other fear-inducing thoughts and if
you fight one undesirable thought, it triggers off
other associated fear-inducing thoughts. The woman
in the Bible had to learn to allow the demons in, so
that they could be dissolved in the Light (the
moving and ever-changing present
moment).
I
understood what he has saying and a realization hit
me at the core of my being which was: allow anxiety
to arise as bodily sensations, observe it, and do
not fight it. When this happened I noticed a
transformation where the fear dissolved by allowing
anxiety to 'just be'.
I left his home with overwhelming feelings of
Freedom. I went walking into the nearby woods and
picked up a stick and pretended to be a Ninja,
hitting the trees like a child absorbed in a toy
full of joy. Little did I know at the time, this was
just the beginning to a process of loosening the
chains of cultural-social prison. I returned the
following day and every day for the next week with
all sorts of questions that came up from deep within
the core of my being. I wanted to know how he
stumbled upon such Wisdom, and how the suffering I
was going through could be evaporated like it was
within the first hour I entered into
dialogical-inquiry with him about the anxiety. I was
in awe seeing as I had exhausted all of the options
available to me within the culture-society to
relieve suffering and anxiety. I later would learn
from the Signposter that you cannot find a solution
to suffering within the culture/society if that very
thing (culture/society) is what caused
(created/constructed) all the problems in the first
place. That is why, in order to find a true solution
to suffering, something or someone has to impact you
from outside the culture; that is the role of a
Signposter.
One
of the first questions that I asked him (not having
any exposure to Zen, Non-duality, or anything other
than fundamentalist religion) was: Is there such a
thing as a 'path', are there such things as 'tests',
and is there such a thing as a life 'plan' or
'purpose' for people. The answer I received was
plainly: “No”… then after perhaps twenty
seconds or so had passed he said, "Truth is a
pathless land". When I heard those answers to my
question it felt like a huge weight had been lifted
off of my chest and that I could begin to breathe
deeply and peacefully for the first time in a very,
very long time. This type of conversation is what
began innumerable amounts of what The Signposter
refers to as 'dialogical-enquires', taking place
with him and I. What dialogical-inquiry means is, to
enter into dialogue and to inquire into the
very roots of what the culture/society has presented
and constructed to be the 'Truth', 'real', and so
on. Once this occurs, various insights,
apprehensions, and awakenings begin to occur since
various obstructions and encumbrances (assumptions,
conclusions, beliefs, etc.) internalized by the
cultural-social enterprise (the totality of human
thought) are seen-through as false and delusional.
The more sincere the inquirer is, and the deeper the
inquiry goes and the more inquirers can rid
themselves of false beliefs, conclusions,
assumptions, and so on, related to self, others,
'reality', and the world. Such uninspected
conclusions, beliefs, and assumptions are the
thought-structures composing the
cultural-social-enterprise that each human beings
lives out, as mere products (programmed robots)
manufactured by the cultural-social-enterprise
itself. Until one enters into the process of sincere
dialogical-inquiry no True Awakening can occur and
one is simply left to live out and perpetuate the
delusions and illusions of the
cultural-social-enterprise, most notably, the
delusion of being a separate, free-willing,
free-choosing, and independent 'self'.
One
of the most memorable dialogical-inquiries occurred
within the first few months of meeting the
Signposter. I had borrowed a book from him titled, ‘the
Gospel according to Zen’ (which is now out of
print). In this book there was a passage that went
something along the lines of: “you are from the
Kingdom of Heaven and ye shall enter into it again”.
I read this passage off to the Signposter to gain
more clarity on it and then the Signposter responded
with: “No, no… it is not that you are from or
‘enter’ back into the Kingdom of Heaven… it is that
you Are the Kingdom of Heaven”.
When he said this I was hit with a mystical-like
experience where it felt as if a bomb was exploding
somewhere in Europe and the shock-wave was headed
for his home. What he said totally ‘hit me in the
gut’, so to speak, and I was driven into the
radical-apprehension that I (the True Nature of this
organism and all other organisms) is indeed the
Kingdom of Heaven (Total Unknowing). I then got up
to grab the Signposter’s neck-brace for him in his
room and I did this really without thinking, still
undergoing this mystical-like state. When I entered
his room, the entire room was filled with radiant-goldish
energy which signified sacredness. When I came back
into the dialogical-inquiry room he was radiating as
that energy, as well, as with everything else, and
that was the main experience that told me, “this man
is pure and he is your Teacher”. It was also one of
many awakening experiences which will continue to
occur along the Way (Journey to complete and/or
total Awakening/Enlightenment).
I
have spent the last 6 years in non-stop
dialogical-inquiry with the Signposter and I am
still, up to the present day, in intimate and
intense dialogue with such a One that is 'no-one'.
How shall we begin our dialogical-enquiry John?
NDM : Ok. You mention that the “Signposter” quoted J. Krishnamurti "Truth is a pathless land" Can you
please tell me more about this "Signposters"
background. Do you know who his teacher was for
example? What tradition and so on.
Troy of IS:
As for the Signposter's teacher... 'Life is the
Great Teacher' was one thing that he repeatedly said
that really impacted 'me'. The Signposter still
holds to that realization and/or apprehension as
well, that indeed Life-itself was and is his Great
Teacher. The Signposter learned the most from
interacting with and living in the
cultural-social-enterprise (the world of
programmed/culturally-conditioned human organisms).
There were 'teachers' that impacted the Signposter
in the sense that he studied them in depth (such as
Krishnamurti, Zen, Alan Watts, Adi Da Samraj, and so
on).
He made it so that he was left
completely free to study any teacher and not to be
tethered to any particular teacher as if they were
'the one' or 'had it all' (none do). Instead, he
eliminated aspects of what teachers said after being
able to discern their faults (left over
programming), and then he extracted what was most
relevant and true from the teacher(s); which
altogether was a process that lead to the unfolding
of 'The Teaching' for him, as I encountered It and
was impacted by It via the Signposter. Eventually,
by being able to extract the most true and 'pure'
pointings/teaching(s) from a particular teacher, one
develops their own Teaching and points the Way
beyond cultural-social prison. Don't get 'me' wrong
though; its not like a type of
capitalistic-consumerism where you read a few books,
visit some guru(s), India, Zen centers, etc., and
then all of the sudden you can pick what is your
‘favorite’ or what ‘rings most true’ to your 'self';
its more profound than that. You must have already
expended your whole being into sincere
dialogical-inquiry and developed the discernment
through sufficient insight and apprehension to be
able to find flaws in any teacher that is studied
and not project delusions onto a teacher. Most
people are not willing to find flaws in their
special 'gurus' who such ‘seekers’ often
unconsciously make into Daddie/Mommie-figures,
projecting delusions onto them for security. In
other words, you must develop a profound and
complete understanding of your own psychology, that
is, your own cultural-social conditioning that
structures every aspect of your life before you can
be free to see clearly what aspects of a teacher's
teaching are valid and which are not; what is to be
kept and what is to be discarded. In other words,
you have to be able to keep the teaching and
leave the teachers behind.
There is no lineage or tradition that
the Signposter followed since all traditions and
lineages are leashes (traps/obstructions) that you
have to be free from completely, or else you cannot
sincerely inquire about anything or enter into true
dialogical-inquiry with anyone. In other words, you
have to be able to explore anything and everyone
(anything that has been proposed to be true). If you
are stuck in a Zen temple or with a specific guru as
if they have 'got all there is to get' you are not
free to explore and to investigate if such a
conclusion that they have ‘got it’ is even really
true. Until true exploration occurs, it is only a
conclusion that some teacher has 'got it all',
or is ‘awake’. Following a certain lineage or
tradition is like being tied to a post, you can only
go so far in exploring the territory of life. You
have to be free to explore and completely willing to
question everything (anything that comes out of
human thought) or else you cannot even come close to
Truth; if not, you only stay in the false, and all
traditions, structures, lineages are false. There
are no answers to be found in any tradition,
lineage, or form of human thought. A lineage or
tradition is just a medium whereby the
cultural-social enterprise is able to perpetuate
itself in such a way that your organism comes to
internalize the unquestioned assumptions and
knowledge-stories of that culture, only to be a
robot of that particular tradition/lineage which it
then seeks to defend as real and/or true.
It (Truth) is about being free of
everything human thought (the
cultural-social-enterprise) has constructed and the
programming/conditioning effects of such
thought-content on your organism (your psychology).
That's it. Without understanding the 'ins and outs'
of the cultural-social-enterprise and how it has
conditioned you to assume that you are a separate,
free-willing, free-choosing, and independent 'self',
you'll forever be deluded. By living in a Zen temple
this does not mean that someone has understood and
seen-through the falseness of the cultural-social
enterprise. In fact, people often speak about how
they are 'spiritually-weak' when they leave the
Teacher's presence, the temple, or the ashram
because they get 'swallowed up by the world again';
'the ego again', etc. This is because the teacher
has not taught the inquirer how to function within,
as well as, how to see-through the
cultural-social-enterprise in which they are
embedded and which they have been born into and
deeply programmed within, 24/7 for all their lives.
Such cultural-social programming that has yet to
been seen-through remains dormant, ready to be
re-triggered by the environment (conditioned
stimuli) outside of the environment(s) of the
Ashram/Zen temple. Seeing-through and being able to
function fully and impeccably within the
cultural-social-enterprise, while not being of it
(identified with it) is what Awakening,
Enlightenment, etc., is all about. Once this happens
there is no 'being pulled back into the world or
ego' since the whole universe and beyond is then the
Temple (Kingdom of Heaven) and the Totality that is
the universe is Realized to be a Great Mystery and
all is simultaneously Understood to be the Perfect
expression of the Great Mystery (the Tao, God,
Brahman, etc.).
It is also Radically (at 'the root') Apprehended
that there is Only the Great Mystery and that the
Great Mystery is One's True and/or Eternal Nature;
Forever.
NDM:
When you say that "Seeing through and
being able to function fully and impeccably within
the cultural-social-enterprise, while not being of
it (identified with it), is what Awakening,
Enlightenment, etc., is all about "Is enlightenment"
about anything else other than this?
Troy of IS: It is
important that I define what I mean by the word,
'impeccably' more. To be impeccable means to not
be fooled into believing that any of the beliefs,
assumptions, conclusions, or ideologies, etc., of
the cultural-social-enterprise are real or true.
Once all of the belief systems of the
cultural-social enterprise have been seen-through as
false through investigating them in-depth, one can
no longer be influenced or contaminated by such
thought-systems of the cultural-social-enterprise.
One becomes impeccably 'clean' of all falseness,
which means all that is false about the
cultural-social-enterprise. You 'become' Truthful by
seeing through what is false or un-True about the
‘self’, ‘others’, ‘reality’, and ‘the world’.
Enlightenment/Awakening does indeed involve more
than seeing-through the cultural-social enterprise.
However, seeing-through all human-thought systems,
which comprise one's cultural-social-programming, is
the dominant and/or main aspect of Awakening and
Enlightenment. Why is this so? It is so because if
you see-through the cultural-social enterprise you
are also, at the same time, seeing-through the
'ego/separate-self' since it IS the cultural-social
enterprise; it is something that the cultural-social
enterprise made up and continually reinforces. The
assumption of a separate, free-willing,
free-choosing, independent 'self' is the main
presupposition or assumption that underlies every
other thought or belief which is manufactured or
produced by the various social institutions of the
culture/society: family, education, media, religion,
etc. To rephrase the ancient Teacher Dogen: [to
understand the cultural-social enterprise is the
Know the 'self', to see-through the cultural-social
enterprise is to loose/see-through the 'self';
seeing-through the 'separate-self' (the
cultural-social enterprise) is
Enlightenment].
A
very vital point, in all of this, is that there is
no method to Awaken. It is not like seeing-through
the cultural-social enterprise equals Enlightenment
or Awakening. It is more like seeing-through the
falseness of the cultural-social enterprise is
something that needs to happen, as a prerequisite,
in order for Enlightenment to occur. However:
Total-Enlightenment is not guaranteed to happen; it
is necessary (to see-through one’s cultural-social
programming), but not sufficient for Enlightenment
to ‘occur’. You can open the window (see through
your programming/the cultural-social enterprise),
but you cannot make the bird of Total Enlightenment
fly in; this is because there is no 'self' and
therefore no 'doer'. Being hit by Satori
(Enlightenment) is like going outside during a storm
and holding up a wrench. Seeing through the
cultural-social enterprise is what allows you to
hold up the wrench. There is no guarantee that you
are going to get struck by the lightening
(Awakening), but there is a greater probability that
you will. In either case, you don't control the
weather.
You
are not the ‘doer’. All choice, doer-ship, and
control is a delusion and an illusion. Realizing
there is no such thing as control is one of the
Realizations of Enlightenment (which is a 'network',
so to speak, of inter-related and inter-connected
Realizations all composing One, Great, Holistic or
Total Realization: That
there is Only a Great Mystery and that The Great
Mystery is All that Is; Eternally (As one's True
Nature and/or Real-Identity).
N DM:
You say that "A very vital point to all of this, is
that there is no method to Awaken" What about
meditation? Do you meditate by the way, and what are
your thoughts on this method?
Troy of IS: Meditation is another word for
life. Is there a method to life? Is there an
instruction book for life? No. What is Life? No one
knows. Life is mystery; fundamentally.
Therefore, no one knows what meditation
fundamentally 'IS'. When people talk about
meditation being about counting the breath, crossing
the legs, etc., the assumption is that they know
what 'meditation' (i.e., what life) 'is'. What ‘is’
the breath? What ‘is’ a ‘leg’? There is only a Great
Mystery (God, Tao, or whatever you want to call it -
the word is not the 'thing') and that Mystery is the
Condition of all apparent conditions. If meditation
were to involve anything, it would be recognizing
that all is an Eternally-Unknowable-Mystery, to a
greater and greater degree until that Realization
becomes Total (a total body-neurological-brain-mind
realization); then there is Only-Ignorance (the Tao)
that is smelt, tasted, touched, and heard. The Tao
was what was already there to begin with as
All-and-Everything; Eternally (the Real and Only
You).
Life is meditation.
Meditation could also be understood as whenever
there is full attention without an observer.
Pure-observing or full attention without anyone
doing it – no ‘self’ (think back earlier to the
pillow example of when I first met the Signposter).
Seeing-through one's cultural-social programming by
being fully aware of one's machine-like reactions in
the midst of relating with other human organisms in
the cultural-social enterprise, is a form of
meditation; this meditation can occur whenever
interacting with other humans (fellow robots).
It is necessary to understand one's programming in
the midst of interacting with others within the
cultural-social enterprise because until one has
profoundly understood their own psycho-social
emotional conditioning, meditation only reinforces
the ego-self-identity, and meditation then becomes
an obstruction in itself. Meditation becomes an
obstruction when it does not involve observing with
full-attention, no-condemnation, and zero-judgment -
one's psycho-social-emotional
programming/conditioning (ego).
Meditation is also not
about 'looking within'. There is no 'within'.
Meditation is not about identifying with a
'witness', 'presence', 'consciousness', or 'the
I-Am'. Meditation is about nothing, has no
purpose, and can never be understood. The myth
of 'within' is constructed by the belief that one's
True Nature is an eternal 'witness' or
'consciousness' and that Self-Realization, or
Realization of True Nature has something to do with
identifying with such a 'witness' or ‘I-AM’-ness. To
be a 'Witness' is not to be identified with what is
witnessed, and is a form of duality/separation or
dissociative-introversion. This dissociative-introversion
is the ‘final' attempt of the separate-self-identity
to identify with something (apparently/assumed to
be) eternal, so that it can continue on forever,
stemming from the fear of death. Anyone can say “I
am what is aware of thoughts going by” (this even a
technique of psychotherapy nowadays – called
mindfulness-based cognitive therapy), but to say “I
am aware of the thoughts, therefore not the
thoughts” is merely to repeat a slogan. Anyone can
repeat slogans and there are thousands of people all
over the internet now implicitly and explicitly
claiming to have 'realized' that they are 'that
which watches thoughts go by' not knowing that they
have merely substituted a new identity to take
refuge in, narcissistically, often to find fame.
Facebook and You-tube are quick roads to fame for
anyone (and I mean anyone) who can pretend they are
Awakened. It is actually sickening for actual real
and sincere inquirers of Truth to see so many
con-artists that there are now exploiting other
helpless human beings in the various ways that
pseudo-gurus do. It is a disgrace to anything
representing Truth, integrity, and or Real-Wisdom.
The tragedy is that they are taking the one thing
that is humanity’s only hope (regarding the survival
of the species and living in harmony) and they are
twisting it and cheapening it down into mere
narcissism and circus (slogan-like beliefs, that
anyone can repeat/model). In other words, they are
no longer providing humanity the necessary keys to
unlock the doors of cultural-social prison, but
merely throwing them back in the jail-cell of egoity,
since these pseudo-gurus are now nothing but the
mere embodiment OF the cultural-social enterprise
(prison). Whenever the next True Teachers and
Signposters appear they have a lot of work to do to
clean up all kinds of lies and mess that these
con-artists ('teachers') have left in their wake
(including all of the unsolved psychological issues
in their ignorant followers, which will then only
have become more imprisoning and seemingly hopeless
for such people to solve since the answers (slogans)
they were given will start to break down - since
they were never True, or Realized profoundly deep
enough in the inquirer to begin with).
What you Are is not aware of 'witness' to
anything. You don't even know what you are, so there
is no way to identify It with a 'witness',
'presence', etc. There is Only an Eternal, Unlimited
Mystery that is the One Identity; as All That Is,
was, and Forever Shall Be. Amen.
'I' do meditate in the sense that 'I' mentioned
above, about observing the cultural-social
programming being elicited when interacting with
other human organisms. One of the most recent ways
this meditation has shown up is on Facebook, where I
will present the Teaching and people will respond to
it in a critical way. People will often trigger my
programming, so that I will be tempted to enter into
arguments with them, which are based purely on
programmed responding to ‘defend’ myself to begin
with (based on anger/irritation, so it doesn’t go
anywhere). A true teacher never argues. I have
learned that all arguing related to Truth, Reality,
etc., with anyone is truly futile. People cannot be
argued into being sincere; they have to be already
in the process of open and sincere inquiry in the
first place. If someone is arguing with you it means
that they have something they want to protect. In
the process of Truth there is nothing that can be
protected, or to be protected because everything
eventually gets deconstructed completely.
Deconstruction is the ‘first and last step’ to
freedom.
'I'
also devote some time to zazen meditation.
However, the dominant focus while doing that is
being 'aware and/or understanding' that there is
Only the Great Mystery and that the Great Mystery is
True Nature (Enlightenment). Another word for the
Great Mystery (is 'The Only' and that is the
term which I learned from The Signposter. I find
that to be the most useful and resonating term.
So, there is Just the Only; which is the same
as saying there is only Mediation, which is the same
as saying there is Only Ignorance, Only God (Tao),
or Only Enlightenment. Zen is another word for The
Only, by the way. Zen is Enlightenment (Eternal –
Not-Knowing). You ARE Zen; Only.
With all of the above mentioned... What lineage is
there to follow? What leg should be crossed over the
left-leg? What is the right diet? How many breathes
should one count? None of that has any meaning in
the Pure and Realized-Ignorance of not knowing what
even a single thing 'is'…. eternally.
NDM:
Is there a difference between the absolute and
relative levels of reality?
Troy of IS:
There is no difference. There is only the Absolute
(The Only). Speaking about the 'relative' is just a
teaching tool in order to remove obstructions that
are there in the inquirer, so that the Absolute can
be understood to be 'The Only (One's True Nature).
The whole talk about 'relative/absolute' is a
construction of human thought which comes out of
various spiritual cultures such as some sects of
Buddhism, etc. It is important to realize that all
talks of 'Absolute/Relative distinction' are
teaching tools and that these tools have to be
discarded as merely maps or models of Truth. The map
or model is not the territory (the Absolute) that it
represents. In other words, it is completely
delusional to speak of any type of 'distinction'
since there is Only the Only (Tao) which both
includes and transcends the distinction between
'absolute/relative'.
The statements that I have made
throughout this dialogical-inquiry of ours
concerning the cultural-social enterprise (seeing
through your cultural-social conditioning) can be
viewed as taking place on the 'relative' level.
However, it is important to always put what appears
to be the 'relative' (as if there were such a
'thing' as relative) into the context of the
Absolute. All is an expression of the Tao (the
Absolute) which includes the 'relative' as the very
Tao-Itself. Therefore, there is Only the Absolute
expressing Itself As the Absolute-Itself. Moreover,
it should also be mentioned that all 'reality' is
relative to the point-of-view of the human
neurological system which constructs apparent
events, situations, happenings, and 'things' as if
they were ‘external’ to the neurological system
when, in actuality, they are merely its own
constructed/projected realities; including the
apparent 'reality' called the 'relative' as distinct
from the Absolute.
However, most would-be ‘gurus’ pump out 'Absolutist'
statements such as 'There is no doer', 'there is
only the Self', etc., no matter what stage or
psychological make-up (programming) an inquirer
brings with him or her into the 'gurus' presence.
These gurus (con-artists) are not able to adequately
Signpost or point the Way to profound
Awareness/Understanding because of their limited
backgrounds in the domain of psychology-sociology
(the relative level). In other words, there is an
absence of understanding on these pseudo-gurus’ part
concerning the psychological structure that is a
direct result and reflection of the structure of the
cultural-social enterprise. A narcissist/neurotic
can listen to one of these gurus and be told 'you
are awareness' and never have their narcissism
targeted and dealt with because the ‘gurus’ do not
have a background, being trained in psychology;
namely clinical/counseling psychology to address
such narcissism (which often can be expressed in
very subtle).
A Teacher needs to be able to meet
each person ‘where they are at’, and this is able to
be done more adequately if the Teacher has a
background in psychology; such as psychodynamic,
cognitive-behavioral, existential-humanistic, etc.,
models of therapy. In other words, what I am saying
is that, these pseudo-gurus’ lack of
psychotherapeutic knowledge prevents them from
dealing sufficiently well with the 'relative' (the
inquirer’s psycho-social-emotional programming);
which is the exact type of focus that most
individuals require before they can truly have
genuine understanding(s) of the Absolute. In other
words, it is in the domain of the ‘psyche’ (your
psycho-social emotional programming from the
cultural-social enterprise) where the obstructions
and encumbrances standing in the way of Awakening
are to be found and deconstructed (annihilated) by
profound Understanding/Apprehension of such
obstructions and encumbrances. Metaphorically
speaking, such obstructions and encumbrances are
your karma which you bring with you to each
moment (birth) unconsciously as an uninspected and
not yet transcended cultural-social program which
inevitably leads to various undesirable consequences
(suffering) for your organism as well as others and
the planet. To be free of all karma is to have
transcended all of your cultural-social programming
(karma or ‘the relative’) and to therefore to
realize the Absolute (The Birthless/Deathless) as
your True Nature (Nirvana). Once this occurs you are
never to be ‘reborn’ (reinforce) any cultural-social
programming that would otherwise be brought with you
into the next moment. Instead, you enter the next
moment as no-one; dead to the past, crucified on the
cross of Understanding, and sitting Enlightened
under the Bodhi-tree of no-where, in the Pathless
Land of Unlimited-Ignorance. It is only when one
‘reaches’ such a ‘place’ that they can then take the
Stand, to Stand for That which one Stands For; To Be
the Stand, that one Stands For.
Once again, if you have all sorts of 'garbage'
(programming that hasn't been understood and let go
of) you cannot truly 'grasp' the Absolute. This is
why it is tremendously important to be able to pick
up on an implicitly or explicitly claimed guru's own
psychology and the flaws (ego) that show up as a
result of the gurus themselves having yet to
see-through (transcend) their own psychology
(programming). However, this discernment can only
occur when there has been profound self-knowledge
that has taken place in one's own organism. We are
like the rest of humankind (our programming is
essentially the same), so when you understand your
own structure deeply enough, you simultaneously
understand all of human beings’ structure
(programming). Then and only then can you discern
what teachers are true or false. Keep in mind that
all of this self-knowledge is in the realm of the
'relative', but is actually an expression of the
Absolute as the Absolute (the Tao). The insights
that follow from such self-knowledge lead to and are
integrated with profound-apprehensions that take
place concerning the Absolute; which is one's True
and Eternal Nature - As the very Tao (Great Mystery)
Itself. Once you see through all of your own
cultural-social-psychological programming you will
also know what Jesus meant when he said, “Judge not
least ye (the Absolute) be judged. Do not attempt to
remove the speck of dust (programming/obstructions)
in your brother’s eye without first removing the log
(largely unquestioned programming) in your own eye
(consciousness). Remove the log (vast amount of
false assumptions, beliefs, conclusions, etc.,
internalized and constructed by the culture-society)
from your own eye and then you will see clearly
[Radically-Apprehend], so that you will be able to
remove the speck (ego/programming/false assumptions,
etc.) from your brothers eye (consciousness).” Once
such blinding ignorance (programming) is removed by
Radical-Apprehension there will no longer be the
apparent distinction constructed by thought, between
‘brother’ and the one removing the speck of dust.
There will be, and has only ever been that One who
is never removed; the Tao (or if you would like to
use another word: God).
NDM:
How do you make the assessment if someone is a
"true guru" or not? What is the criteria for this
evaluation exactly? Is this primarily based on
weather the guru went to university and has a
background in clinical psychology, took a course in
101 psych, or has a master’s degree, or is there
something more to this?
Troy of IS: It would be a little ridiculous
if only those who obtained a university
undergraduate or graduate degree were qualified to
be teachers (Signposters). That would also mean that
each teacher would undergo the ‘benefit’ of being
brought up in middle to upper-middle socio economic
background whereby they had access to a higher
education. If university education were required
this would mean that Krishnamurti, Jesus, and Buddha
were never teachers; which is not the case. A higher
education provides more tools for a teacher to use
in order to meet an inquirer ‘where they are at’.
Clinical psychology happens to be the more suitable
tool-box of interventions for a teacher to have
(compared to other disciplines) since it is often a
psychological issue (suffering) that is brought to a
teacher in most interactions between a teacher and
an inquirer.
People must have the self-knowledge and
self-understanding first, before going to a teacher
which means the self-knowledge that they,
themselves, are conditioned to look for and
construct authority figures in order to be secure
(to survive). We are culturally and socially
programmed to seek out authority figures to tell us
what to do, so that we do not have to do the
necessary work ourselves, in terms of
self-understanding and awakening from the
cultural-social prison (ego). As I mentioned
earlier, when you have a profound enough
understanding of your own cultural-social
programming you automatically are able to see-into
and see-through, at tremendous depths, the
psychological structure of all other human beings.
Once this happens you will be able to see the things
that other so called teachers have not transcended
themselves and then you will know who to stay far
away from.
The Truth is to be free, for all. It will cost you
EVERYTHING (all of your life energy) to sincerely
inquire into the Truth, but this is not a
money-cost; it is a life calling and total-life
energy, so to speak, cost. The Signposter never
charged me a single cent. How could you charge
someone for being what one Always Already Is
Eternally (their True Nature)? It is a joke to
charge; and it is also a sign that the ‘teacher’ is
into making money and not freely giving Wisdom to
anyone who comes to him or her, no matter what their
socio-economic background. As long as they, the
inquirers, are sincere and have questions, then that
is all that matters, no one is to be charged to
break out of cultural-social prison (ego). Ken
Wilber is an example of a major-league guru who
charges big bucks for people to attend workshops,
purchase his books, and various life-practice
packages and DVDs. These DVD sets cost hundreds of
dollars. Each DVD represents a stage of growth as a
student of his integral-model of spirituality.
However, those of a lower socio-economic background
are excluded from this teaching and the so called
‘truly evolved way of being’. Whereas the people
purchasing such DVDs are generally well-off
financially, those individuals who may be suffering
tremendously and longing for answers to their
existential crisis in a lower socio-economic
background (those who may require the Teaching the
most) are not able to find access to It since they
have to pay-up cash which they just do not have.
As Jesus said, freely ye have received (the
Teaching). Therefore, freely ye shall give (the
Teaching).
NDM:
Some contemporary non dual teachers out there today
reason being a professional non dual/advaita
teacher, will enable them to reach and help more
people if they charge. That they have to charge in
order to take their ‘show on the road’, so to speak.
To pay for their travel and accommodation expenses.
Also to rent a space to give a talk or a meeting.
What are your thoughts
on this?
Troy of IS: It all depends on
the financial situation of the teacher. If people
are willing to rent a venue and they invite the
person to talk; that is fine. However, those of a
lower socio-economic background should not be
excluded in any way and they should not have to pay.
If the teacher is already financially well off (like
many teachers are) I don't see why they cannot pay
out of their own pocket and not charge people. As I
mentioned there has to be a way of determining
someone's socio-economic background and they are to
be helped (allowed in for free to ask questions to
the teacher) if they are sincere and have questions.
Generally speaking, if there is a
large gathering around someone and they are
'selling-out' seats on ‘non-duality tour’, it is a
sign that there is a lack of truth and that the
teaching has taken on ego reinforcing
characteristics. In other words, if someone is
virtually unknown it is a sign that they are true
and if they are well known and thousands of people
gather around them it is a sign that they are false.
People make the mistake of thinking the opposite of
this: the more people someone has around them, then
the more ‘wise’ those teachers are, etc., but it is
actually the reverse of that. Truth is rare;
there are few who find it and even less genuinely
passionate about it, and who have the ability to
inquire into it without prejudice through ongoing
dialogical-enquiry with a Teacher.
When Truth is commodified and brought
‘on tour’ to be sold like a popular music group, it
gets falsified and degraded into something that is
'for everyone'; and its not. There is an aspect of
sacredness in which the Truth has to be sought. The
Teacher has to be sought. When all you have to do is
log onto You-tube and type in some name like
‘yogandhia-yogurt’ or something and hundreds of
'teachers' appear, something is wrong. Truth is
never so common; it is the rarest of the rare.
However, when it is discovered it is worth more than
anything that the cultural-social-enterprise could
possibly commodify (turn into a product to be sold).
In the words of Jesus, "the road to life [The
Teaching] is narrow and few ever find it, but the
road to death [the cultural-social enterprise] is
wide and many tread it".
The most common commodification in these days of
spiritual culture is the delusion called
'presence', 'awareness', 'the witness', etc. You
will see literally thousands of people nowadays
pumping out these slogans to the point where it
becomes ridiculous. Each of these people have their
story to share about their 'awakening' not realizing
that they have only internalized a new belief system
from the cultural-social enterprise, that is the
newest spiritual commodification of the
cultural-social enterprise. Then all they have to
do, as you the interviewer mentioned, is want to go
on tour to be famous with the justification that
they are charging to pay for resources. Capitalism
has now gone so far to even take hold of the
Teaching, so that any Joe can make a buck off of it,
on the road to ego-fame. It is all a circus, the
whole thing and it is ruining the Sacredness of
Truth; it is disgusting actually. Everyone thinks
they are a Buddha (which is Ultimately True), but
these con-artists do not actually Apprehend that
(nor do the thousands who pump out spiritual slogans
such as 'I am Free-Awareness' 'Big Mind', and so on
and so forth.) With all of the lies it becomes more
and more difficult for someone to find an actual
True Teacher/Signposter.
NDM:
Do you teach by the way and what method do you
use?
Troy of IS: I continually point
(signpost) sincere enquirers to the Great Mystery
(The Only). Anything that comes out of someone’s
mouth is deconstructed immediately on the spot. All
the other pseudo-gurus are merely ‘shooting the
shit’. If anyone has sincere questions they can send
them to:
[email protected]
or they can add Troy of IS to Facebook under the
Facebook name: Troy Of-Is. There will be
You-tube videos in the future. Also, Skype sessions
can be arranged (for free) in order to enter into a
dialogical enquiry concerning the nature of self,
others, reality, and the world, etc., through
Facebook. The Signposter will also be releasing a
book in the coming years; it is his life’s work and
he is currently looking for publishers.
To end with a poem:
Unlimited Ultimacy,
Is Unlimited Un-Knowing
Unlimited Un-Knowing,
Is
Eliminated knowledge
For
knowledge Eliminated,
Is
the Ultimate Enlightenment
Un-Known Enlightenment,
Is
Un-Knowing Ultimacy,
For
Not-Knowing Anything,
Is
to Be Ultimately Enlightened
Now,
Then, and Forever,
As
Always,
The
‘End’.
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