M. ALAN KAZLEV

February 25th 2010

NDM: How and when did you first come across the writings of Sri Aurobindo? 

M. Alan Kazlev: It was when I was fourteen or fifteen.  My uncle, Rubin Levin, was interested in all sorts of alternative things, such as naturopathy - this was long before the New Age holistic healing movement – Rudolf Steiner, and so on.  Anyway, he had written a letter to my mother, which she read out to me.  In it he said that he felt it was very important he tell me about Sri Aurobindo.  He also mentioned a “French lady” - this being Mirra, the Mother - who had taken over the leadership of the Sri Aurobindo Ashram.  This was in 1972 or maybe early '73 (the Mother left her physical body later in '73), I don't remember the exact date.  He seemed to think I should travel there and stay at the ashram.  In any case, I was still a total materialist at that time, and remained so for the next five years or so.  

 

I suppose Sri Aurobindo was now and then mentioned in our household, because when I later went to La Trobe University, I discovered in their library an impressive hard cover set of the Collected Works of Sri Aurobindo, and I was quite excited about that.  

When I first spontaneously awakened to spiritual realities, I studied comparative religion, Buddhism, Vedanta, Hermetic occultism, transpersonal psychology, New Age topics, and so on.  But I didn't read anything by Sri Aurobindo for over a year.  I suppose I subconsciously knew that once I acquainted myself with his thought, I would never be able to look at any other spiritual philosophy in the same light again, because his ideas would affect me so powerfully.  And as it turned out that is what happened.

 

 

NDM: Can you tell me about your spontaneous awakening, what exactly happened?

M. Alan Kazlev: Well it is sort of funny, because up until then I was on the one hand a total scientific materialist and skeptic, but on the other I was frightened of things like tarot cards, the Christian Devil, and so on.  I remember a girl I had been writing to at the time had warned me not to get involved with occultism, because she said she had previously done so, and once she was having a shower and this entity picked her up and threw her across the room.  Reading stuff like that scared me.  So there were these two totally contradictory sides to my nature, the superstitious and the materialistic.  
 

Anyway, By 1978 I was gradually began becoming interested in spirituality, and had met a group of young non-fundamentalist Christians who would talk to people in the street.  Anyway at the time of my experience I had been renting a room in the bay-side suburb of St Kilda, Melbourne.  One day, this was in late 1978, as I remember I was 20, not quite 21, I was walking down the street, and suddenly I had an experience, which I like to compare to the Biblical metaphor of the scales falling from my eyes, because in an instant I was able to think clearly about all these things like occultism, spirituality, and so on.  It's a shame I wasn't keeping a journal, because things change with memory, all I have now is a memory of a memory of a memory, which is obviously unreliable.  But the effect in the following days, weeks and months is that I suddenly became very interested in spiritual Philosophy, especially Eastern philosophy - that's when I started buying books and reading up on all this stuff - lost all my superstitious fears, and for the first time understood God as within.  From that moment on I could no longer ever again be a materialist.  And this state has been stable ever since, except that my insight has gradually deepened.

It wasn't any sort of cosmic awakening like people often write about in New Age books.  It is just that one moment I didn't know, I was materialistic, and I was superstitious, and the next moment I did know.  From that moment on, if I read books on these subjects, I would recognize truths in them, they would resonate with me in a familiar sort of way, along the lines of  ah-hah, of course, so obvious!  It's like Plato's concept that all learning is simply remembering what we originally knew in the spiritual world (anamnesis).

NDM:  When you began reading Sri Aurobindo, what was it about his ideas that had this powerful effect on you?
 

M. Alan Kazlev: Well, in the period after I had that awakening, and before I started reading Sri Aurobindo, I read and immediately understood and appreciated Eastern spiritual philosophies like Advaita Vedanta, Mahayana Buddhism, and so on.  Insights like Atman is Brahman and Original Mind made perfect sense.  But one thing I felt uncomfortable about, and couldn't understand, is why they all taught the aim of existence is the rejection of the world of phenomena, of reincarnation, and individuality.  Because I approached these subjects from a Western theosophical and esoteric point of view.  For me, reincarnation isn't something horrible, it's a means to grow and develop through countless lifetimes.  Also from the perspective of my lower self I was quite narcissistic at the time, and attached to the world, and didn't like the idea of ceasing to exist. So Sri Aurobindo's rejection of conventional Liberation in favor of a Yoga of descent, of further evolution beyond even conventional Realisation, of drawing the Divine down into this world, rather than leaving this world forever for a static nirvana, greatly appealed to me.
 

In the following years, I became more attuned to the injustices and suffering of the world, I developed an interest in replacing the present social system and attitude of exploitation and destruction of the environment, with one more compassionate and sustainable.  For some years I was involved in the hippy-alternative movement and activist causes.  But it was and still is very clear to me that to try to change the world politically without changing the self is just as one-sided as to change the self and attain personal salvation while leaving the rest of the world unchanged.  So even more so this is where Sri Aurobindo's teachings make perfect common sense to me; the need for a transformation that includes both the individual, society, and the Earth (he calls it the terrestrial evolution) as a whole.  Also, over the past few years I have developed a very strong sensitivity to the suffering of animals, so for me the need for an integral transformation of both self and world is even more urgent.  So basically Sri Aurobindo and the Mother have shown me the way to, and the yoga of, the perfection in the world, and the salvation and healing of all beings. 

 

Also there is the clearness of his concepts.  I find the ideas he presents, his description of the various planes and parts of being, and the stages of transformation, are just so obvious and all-encompassing, that ever since reading him, it has become the baseline and orientating framework by which I approach all other esoteric and spiritual teachings.  The Mother is just as inspiring too, but in a different way, she teaches in a more immediate fashion, whereas Sri Aurobindo is more intellectual or higher mental in presentation.  So the two complement each other.

 

NDM: I have noticed that there seems to be a sort of trend around his ideas, particularity in the US, with some philosophers and American gurus talking about an evolution of consciousness. 

Do you feel that the human race is presently going through some kind of a evolutionary consciousness shift of some sort?

M. Alan Kazlev: For me it is not so much the human race as such, as the planet as a whole with the human race as one of its elements.  So it isn't about human beings becoming more conscious or more spiritual - although hopefully they will! - it's that the laws of nature itself may be different.  This makes sense if you think of the laws of nature not as unchanging absolutes but as cosmic habits or morphogentic fields.  For example, in the future there may not be entropy as we know it now, but nature itself may work in a different way, in a way that does not cause suffering, and in which everything is harmonious and perfect in its action.  The Mother in her talks with a disciple, Satprem, speaks of the difficulties and struggles in establishing and grounding this new Consciousness, the Supramental Consciousness that she and Sri Aurobindo described, in her own physical body and in the world as a whole.  

But yes I do definitely do see people starting to become more aware of things, opening to new possibilities, such as the New Age movement, awareness of things like Climate Change and so on.  But this is really just a tiny part of a much larger transformation.

 

NDM: When you say "in the future", what kind of time span are you talking about?

M. Alan Kazlev:I don't think of it in terms of time spans.  I certainly don't believe the 2012 hype; i.e. it isn't going to happen in 2 years!  ;-)   I suppose in the coming decades there would have to be some sort of gradual changes in the lead up, more people having amazing experiences, or just becoming more spiritually aware, more good will, progress to a sustainable future.  Certainly if the biosphere is to remain a viable home for life, there would have to be some sort of radical counter-balance to the current majority attitude, so on a smaller scale (smaller relative to the overall supramental process) something would have to happen quickly, but as for the radical transformation, that is obviously further in the future.  I remember reading something that Sri Aurobindo or the Mother mentioned something about three hundred years or so for the first supramental beings (not yet the global transformation), but I wouldn't put a definite date on it.

NDM: How is this new consciousness manifested in the physical body?

M. Alan Kazlev: Well there is a lot on this in the Mother's Agenda - thirteen volumes of talks compiled by Satprem, a disciple.  She talks about the body becoming more supple, more conscious (so even the individual cells are conscious and surrendered to the Divine), more universal, and that the metabolism, physiology, and whole way of functioning would be different, there would no longer be the need for food or sex, the body would be immortal (not in the sense of living forever but in not being subject to injury, old age, or disease.  But really no-one knows, it is all speculation on the Mother's experiences, or on Sri Aurobindo's words.  Although once a few years ago I was musing on all this, reading up on it and getting really intensely into the Mother's words, and I had an extraordinary experience, it was just a momentarily flash, the realization of what would be expected of me and what my physical body would experience were I to follow this path.  I can't really put into words, it was very much an instantaneous preview.  It was so awesome, but in an instant ego and neurotic fear and resistance rose up, and the experience was gone.  But I know from that it is real.